Random thoughts from a not so random person…..

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~*~Newness~*~Hey there everyone. I re-did my front page so you will have to check it out. It‘s been an interesting past couple of days. I have been questioning my decision on what I did to John. Now that I think more about, it is the right one because I have my whole life ahead of me. I am only 18 going on 19 and I have forever to settle down, get married and all that stuff. Right now I want to date and see if he really is the one for me. The heart knows and right now the heart is telling me to just go and have fun. Also, my heart is kind of set on Sean at this very moment. But I have come to the conclusion that I did the right thing. John and I are still friends which is what matters most.

So yeah I went to work yesterday. Pretty slow day if you ask me. I only dropped $1,821 in cash for my shift. A huge difference compared to the other day when I dropped $6,326 all on my own. Sick huh? Anyways, Fred did the close shift and he had no idea how to count smokes or anything. So I went back at 11:30 to help him and to get a little more time on the clock before I closed out the day. I got the see Joe and Sean again last night. Oh man, Sean smells so damn good. I just want to stand next to him and just smell him. I was all cuddling with him and everything. Tonight it is just him coming in. Spirit only knows what is gonna happen. So many things could happen it’s unreal!!

OH!! Before I forget. Member the guy Dan that I slept with in works bathroom and stuff, well he is back with his ex and she is 7 weeks pregnant with his baby. She tricked him. She lied and said she was taking her pill and one day when she wasn’t there he went and looked and see she had none. So now Danny is going to be a papa. If he would have stuck with me this wouldn’t have happened. Oh well…he’s yesterday’s news. Done and forgotten.

Hmm…well I don’t have really much more to say. I gotta get ready for work here pretty soon. It’s 2:32 and I have to be there at 4. Joy!! Anyways, you all have an amazing day!! PLCG!!

-A*