Organized Chaos

.Tic Tock.
9:43 p.m.

.Wearing.
Jeans, white Aeropostale shirt and Aeropostale hoodie

.Munching.
Notta

.Sipping.
Notta

.Listening to.
“Breathe” -Blu Cantrell feat Sean Paul

.Feeling.Happy

.Wish upon a Star.
I hope JT likes his present

Hey there everyone. It‘s been 10 days since I have written in this thing. Sorry for the lackage. Just a lot has been going on since the accident. Well the truck was completely totaled. The insurance adjustor came and told mom that it was completely destroyed. So mom went and took some pictures, and when I get them back I‘ll scan them and post them on here. Mom went back to work, and I have been out of work since the accident. I went to the doctors on Monday and the whiplash injury that I have sustained was worse than I thought. It has gotten a little better. I am still having trouble moving my head left and right and up and down. I can‘t bring my arms back all the way as well. The doctor put me on 800mg of ibuprofen, and muscle relaxer. If I keep on top of the meds, I can go all day feeling alright. The muscle relaxers kick my ass though. They knock me within a half an hour of me taking them. The worse time I have pain is in the morning right after I get up. After I take my meds and do my head exercises that I have made myself do I feel alright. I got back to the doctors on the 7th and hopefully they will release me to go back to work. If not I will have to go through physical therapy. The doctor also told me that it could take up to 4-6 weeks to get me back to normal. Oh joy!! So all in all it‘s been interesting injury wise.

We did get a new car though. Mom and went and got a 2003 Ford Taurus. I like it. I feel so “rich” in that car. I don’t know why. I just feel so high and mighty. I know I’m pathetic. Anyways, it‘s silver with leather interior ,6 disk cd player, sun roof. I found a picture of what it looks like. I‘ll post it at the bottom. Not picture yet of ours. It‘s a nice car. We like it.

I lost my job because of this mess. Dad John told me that I was being taken off of pay-roll because I haven‘t been there. Also, when I get released from the doctors, I have to go back and do the whole drug test and everything over again to get my job back. I‘m PISSED. So I told the insurance people about it. They are suppose to be giving me 80% of my pay, and she said that they would pay me the whole time I have been out of work until I get released because I lost my job.

On different news, my car is all fixed. All I have to do now is get it insured, back on the road, and inspected. I‘m getting closer to getting my baby back!!

Speaking of my baby, JT and I are doing fine. He‘s been here a lot. He stays with me every other day it seems like. I love it. I love waking up next to him. Can‘t wait until it‘s permanent. Oh, I bought his birthday present today. Seeing that he likes chess and I know he doesn’t have one I bought him a glass chess set. Picture will be below. The pieces, as you will see are also glass. I hope he likes it. I have to try my hardest to keep it a secret from him, so until he knows what it is that is why this entry is favorites only and the title that it has. So he doesn’t see.

I have another funeral to go to tomorrow. My 17 year old cousin died in a car accident on Saturday. What happened was he was speeding and he hit bad roads, the car went off the road, hit a tree and killed him almost instantly. It’s so crazy because just 3 weeks ago I was talking to him and having a cigarette with him at Tasha funeral. Also, he just had a baby. And she isn’t even a month old yet. It’s going to be a terrible day tomorrow. I don’t know how much more I can take. 3 funerals already this year.

Well I am going to go for now. I’ll write soon. Until then…PLCG!!

-A*

JTs birthday present. It’s beautiful isn’t it!!??

Our car…basically. Just our interior is leather

.The Angel.