Letter to you….

Dear You,

You keep blocking me [which makes me seem like a stalker] but its been a year. May I ask if everything you said to me in our past meant anything? “Do what makes you happy I’ll still be here for you?” I’m trying John. You are still that mad at me. Not to sound rude but I have to do a comparision…R* hurt you as bad as I did, but you still talked to her…even when we were together. What’s the difference? I’m over here beating my damn brains out trying to get you to just talk to me. It hurts to see you…it hurts to look at memorable stuff from you…[my pink bunny, my glass rose, my galss angel]. I’m trying to get you back in my life, as a friend, just to not feel alone. Congratulations, you were right…

I had a reality check not too long ago when I was sitting in the hospital and he never showed. You did…all I had to do was call didn’t matter how mad you were at me and you flew over there to be by my side. Just someone to talk to is all I’m asking.

DAMN IT!!

*cries*

Amanda

.The Angel.