Just rambling words off my tongue….

So hey everyone!! How has it been? It has been, well, interesting over here. Dan has been here everyday this week I think except Thursday. It’s been alright. I went and seen a counselor on Friday. Her name is Barb. I like her much better than the other one that I was going to. Anyways, she also said that I should be put back on medication. That’s the second counselor that’s said that. Anyways, I meet with her again on Thursday after I go to the doctors. I have to have blood work done and I am going to talk to them again about medication. I stopped in there yesterday to let her know that it was a better weekend and she asked me why this weekend was different and I told her because I let my defenses down, and she said that that was a HUGE step. She also said that when I get my blood work and they find that there is something wrong with my thigh-roid that that could be why I’m depressed. So who knows.

I talked to Pete on Friday and he was very patient with me. I wasn’t talking right that night and he understood. He’s doing good. He only has a month and 12 days until he gets home. I am so excited I can’t stand it.

Anyways, Courtney’s birthday party was this weekend. And surprisingly it went good. Minus the fact that Dan watched the races in the living room with the surrond sound on and there were 8 little kids here doing a birthday party. Plus he had the same shit on in my mothers room. Other than that it was good. Mom got me some Wine Coolers for that day. I had 2 and I still have 2 left….I’ll leave those for a rainy/snowy day!!

We also took Brandon to school on Sunday at 5 in the morning. This was the weekend that he went to Quebec, Canada with his French class and we had to get him there by 5:30 in the morning. I rode with mom and when I got woke up at 4:45 I told Brandon if he ever goes to Canada again I’ll kill ’em!! But that was sleepy morning talk. We were sitting in the school parking lot and they were loading the bus and we told Brandon that he just ran off without saying bye or nothing. Mom and I sat there dumb-founded and we were like “bye, love you too!!” and then we left and went home. We all went back to bed of course, and Courtney’s birthday party was at 2 and no one got up until 10:30ish and we still had to go and get he cake at 12:30 and do some last minute errands. We got back to the house at 1:30 and mom and I got in the shower quick and had the party.

Well I think that’s pretty much it. Nothing too exciting I guess. I’ll keep you all posted on what goes on at the doctors on Thursday and what they say!! Much love coming towards everyone’s way!!

-A*

Right.Now
.Wearing.

Senior 2004 shirt, and blue comfy pants…pjs!!

.Listening To.

Crossfade “Cold”

.Thinking.

Pete and how much I want to go to the Crossfade concert on Friday

.Talking To.

Whitney and Beckie