It is so time for an update…what you think?!

Right Now[Clock Says]: 11:03pm
[Expensive Fabrics]: Aeropostale shirt and jeans
[Wash It All Down]: Nothing
[Swallow It All]: Nothing
[Feeling]: Okay…wait…better than that, I’m GREAT!!
[Swirling Around Inside Your Head]: Empty headed at the moment
[Chatting It Up]: Mom
[Ear Candy]: “Run It!” -Chris Brown
[Wish Upon A Star]: Time to fly by
Dear Diary:Hey there everyone. I figured since I haven’t updated in awhile that maybe I should. Stuff has been going on…good stuff for that matter. My best friend Amanda asked me the other day a question that made me light up like a christmas tree. She told me that her and Scott are getting married on September 9th of next year and she asked me if I wanted and if I would be in her line up!! I got so excited!! Of course I said yes. So last night I went up to Manda’a in Greece, which is about a good hour away from my house to go dress shopping with her. I met another one of the girls that are in the line up. There’s me, Kasey, Jessica, her sister Sam and her sister Marissa. Kasey went with us to David’s Bridal. The main focus of yesterday was finding the brides maid’s dresses. (I’ll show the pictures of the dresses that we tried on from the site at the bottom of the entry.) We tried on about 3 dresses before we found the one that we liked. It’s beautiful. She’s having 2 colors for the dresses. Jessica, Sam and Kasey are wearing the Pearl Pink ones and Me and Marissa are wearing the Wine colored ones. We also picked shoes as well. (Those will also be on the bottom of the entry.) After that we went to lunch at Bill Gray’s seeing that I had never been there. Then we went back to Manda’s and Kasey left. Manda and I went to Blockbuster and got some movies, went to PetSmart and got dog food. She has 2 adorable little pugs names Milo and Missy. After that we drove past Classic Billards and we got the idea to go play pool after we had dinner. So went we got back to Manda’s house again she made her and I dinner. She made chicken with awesome seasoning on it in the George Foreman grill, garlic noodle thingy’s and corn that we didn’t eat seeing that we didn’t realize it was creamed corn and not regular. We went to Classic Billards and we ended up playing for 2 hours and 12 minutes. Mad fun, plus I realized that I didn’t suck as bad as I thought I did. We got back to her house again, as you see we were barely there, and we watched “I Accuse” and had a Mud Slide. Mmm, yummy!! It got to be about 1:30ish, and Manda is quite the light weight and she was so drunk off of one drink it was funny. So we went outside and smoked a cigarette and I grew some balls. That’s right, I called Sean last night!! He gave me a round of applause for finally having the balls to call him. I ended up losing signal with him when I was going back into the apartment so I called him back. He was like “You hanging up on me now? I see how it is!!” He just made me laugh the entire time. At the end of it all he goes “Call me tomorrow?” I said I would. So I have to call him later on tonight…I get to bug him while he’s doing the cigarette order!! Woo hoo!! Then I went to sleep and ended up being woken up by Manda kicking my shoulder saying it was time to get up…at 8:35. I VERY rarely see the world at that time of day. It was quite odd. We ended up going to breakfast with Scott’s dad and grandfather. Then we went to Brockport college to watch the Cheerleading Regional’s. Mind you we did have a purpose of going…Manda’s little sister Marissa is a Canandaigua Braves Cheerleader…for the Modified group. We stayed to see the Canandaigua JV cheerleaders do there thing then we went back to Manda’s and took the dog’s out. We went out to lunch again. This time we went to T.G.I.Friday’s. Mad good food. Then went and picked up Manda’s car and then I came home. I was a great weekend. Very busy but fun.

John and I are ok. We really haven’t talked about the whole marriage thing. I did bring it up, however, one night and he said that we could push it back if I wanted it to be. To be honest, I don’t know what I want and that was what I kept telling him. Other than that we are good. He likes his job which is a good thing. Haven’t seen him since the night I went and surprised him which was Wednesday, his day off. I miss him. *sigh*

No job yet, but tomorrow is going to be major crunch time. I have to call TJ Maxx, Dollar Tree, I have to go to Applebee’s and I have to call my lawyer. Oh that’s right. I got an attorney for my Unlawful Dealing. I was so happy. I called her Friday but I didn’t get ahold of her, so tomorrow whenI get up I have to call her and set up a time to come and see her. Mom is starting to put her foot down again. So that’s another push to get me a job. Also, me not having any money for anything, and all I want to do is sleep because I’m not doing anything. Ugh!!

Went and seen Phil and Tracy yesterday morning. They’re good. I was there for a good hour. I love them guys to death. I miss working there so much. Phil agrees with me that even though it’s a real shitty job, we have so much fun!! God I miss them so much!!

Anyways, I am going to go and smoke a cigarette and then get in a nice hot shower. My finger tips arenumb and the rest of me is freezing. Tata!!

-A*

The brides maid’s shoes
The dress Kasey, Sam and Jessica are wearing
The dress I’m wearing. Marissa’s was similar but not exactly it…but the same color.

Read John’s diary…Teluth