IM FREE!!!

Well has there been some drama goin on here or what!!  You have no friggin idea!! 

For starters IM FREE!!!  Ok, you all are probably wondering what I am talking about.  Well Dan, my moms EX boyfriend, is gone FOREVER!!  Well yesterday he got mad at my mom cause she went and bought groceries instead of beer, so he was mad at her for that.  I come home from school and he starts in on me so I told him if he had something to say to come and say it to my face.  He came out from the back room and was like “NO, YOUR A FAT LAZY C**T!!”  I was like “WELL YOUR A DRUNK PIECE OF SHIT THAT DOESNT DESERVE TO FUCKIN BE HERE!!”  and he thought hed be cool and call me a fat lazy c**t again, so there was a cup of pop on the table, I grabbed that and threw it at him.  The cup hit him in the head and pop went all over.  He got 2 feet away from me and was going to punch me in the face.  My mom steped in and told him to get out and that he wasnt welcome there anymore and that she was calling the cops.  So my mom had me take the lil girls and Molly(the puppy) to Leahs cause he thought hed be cool and kick the dog.  I called Leah and told her that I had to tell her something so hurry home.  She assumed that I was at my house and I called and asked her if she forgot her way, and she told me that she was sitting in my drive way and the van was gone.  So I had to call the cops and report the van was stolen.  They came out and I couldnt sign the papers, so they had to go to my moms work at 530 to have her sign the papers to arrest him.  Then Leah took me and the girls out for dinner and mallin.  We got back and then about 11 he came back.  Heidi called the house to let us know that he was here, and so I looked the doors and Heidi stayed with Leah and I till my mom got home at 1220 this morning.  He tried to break into the house and he was drunk outta his damn mind.  My mom got home and she called the cops.  They came out and frisked damn and they put him in the back of the cop car.  They searched the inside of the van and found that he had a bottle of Rum under the seat.  So the cop had to do a soriety test on him, and he FAILED!!  So he got arrested for DWI.  So now he is headed to PRISION!!!!!!  I hope.  I hate him so much.  I have had to deal with him verbal abuse for 8 years now, and now I am free.  But after all the chaos went on, mom and I went to bed at 2 this morning (so thats why I didnt come to school….to all the people that are ‘mad’ at me for not showing) and I had a dream that Dan came after me.  And now I am afraid to be in my own house by myself, but atleast he is gone, and my mom PROMISES that he isnt coming back.  So help me God, if she brings him back shell be the nexted one with a cup in her face.  Its no joke.  His foot steps inside this house, mine step out and I will go to either my fathers, or my grandmothers.  I am not doing this again.

Besides that, still same old drama, just different day.  Still same drama with Nate and Heather….its just getting way outta hand….but Nate and I are friends.  Pretty good ones for a matter of fact.  Hes like one of my best friends.  I can tell him everything and know that he always has my back, and same back to him.  I might have ‘lost’ him as my boyfriend, but gained a really amazing friend.  I say ‘lost’ like that, cause who knows what might happen in the future.  All successful relationships start as friends.

 Um, I think thats it for now.  Im gonna get outta here cause I have to go to bed and go to school…Woo Hoo.  Its all good though….tomorrow is FrIdAY!!!  PLCG!!

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