If you listen close, you’ll hear words from a far.

Here I go, I‘ll dive right in…

Hey there everyone. How the hell are all of us? It has been 24 days since I have updated this thingy. Holy damn. I apologize for the lackage of entries. It‘s been none stop going over here. Between work and getting back into school, and my relationship there isn‘t really a time for me to breath. But seeing that I did have off today, and I have been slowly updating the look of my diary I think, seeing I‘m waiting for the laundry to get done and food to cook, now was a good time to update.

Let‘s start with my job. Well I still hate it but I have grown accustom to it. It‘s really all that my life is consumed of. I work 4-9:30, then come home for about an hour and a half go back there, get my mom, come home not settled and calmed down until about 2ish then I sleep until about 8 when I have [lately] been getting up with mom and taking her to school, and by that time I am too much awake to fall back asleep. It‘s a vicious cycle. Today was my first day off since the 1st of April. Fun stuff. Then I go back to work tomorrow, work Friday and Saturday, have Sunday [for Easter], then work until the 22nd, then I don’t know when I’ll have off again. There is absolutely no one left. All that is left is Karry, Dad [John], and Me. Today, so I could have a day off, a manager from a different place, I think up in Rochester, came in and covered my shift along with Dad. Today was there yearly Tacos for Tax Day and I am so happy he gave it to me off because I didn’t, for the life of me, want to go to the warehouse. Other than that it’s been alright. I love the people that I serve, but I just hate dealing with food. Oh well, a jobs a job.

Great news, on March 31 I got a thing in the mail from the college. They let me back in. So after the holiday I am going call and schedule an appointment to go in and do my schedule. I’m going back and doing Liberal Arts so I am not tied down to anything and I can do a bunch of different things. My main focus, however, is teaching. One day I want to either go to SUNY Geneseo or SUNY Oswego. So I am THRILLED all to hell.

John and I are still together. We’ve been good. We went out for his 23rd birthday on the 30th. We went to T.G.I.Fridays and had such a nice time, then we went and seen the Larry the Cable Guy movie. Funny stuff. Tonight he’s taking me to go see “Benchwarmers”. I am so happy. Things have been good, I just feel bad that I can’t spend a lot of time with him because I get nuts with whats going on. He knows I love him though.

Hmm, I got my car back on the road. Got it inspected last Friday, and they told me what I figured was wrong with it all along. I need a new alternator so tomorrow I have to take it in at 8:30 in the morning and it’s going to cast me over $200 to do. I love my car.

Well I think that’s all for the moment. I’m brain dead right now. So I am gonna eat and do my laundry and shower. Oh I almost forgot, I lost weight!! This new diet thingy I have put myself on is working!! I’m so happy. Anyways, until next time….PLCG!!

-A*

.The Angel.