Guess what…I still exist!!

Hey there everyone. It has been forever since I have written in here. I’ve been quite the busy little girl lately. But seeing that I have neglected my poor open diary I figured why not. I gave it a new look and a new song so I figured hell, why I am at it, write an entry.

Hope you like the new look and the new song. I have recently fell in love with Natasha Bedingfield’s song “Unwritten” so that’s the song I have playing on the front page.

Hmm, let’s see. Where to start? Well let’s see, my job sounds good. I did get my job back. Even though I hate it with a passion, but hey it’s a job and a paycheck. For the past 6 days I have worked my normal shift. I got so mad last night. Things didn’t go well and I talked to my boss, which is my future father-in-law. How do you like that mess, I work for JT’s dad. I talked to him and things are being done. About fucking time. Can’t go into detail seeing I don’t know who reads this and who runs there mouths. Other than that, it’s going…um down the drain. Tuesday I am going to go and look for a new job. I can’t work there anymore. I hate it so much.

The funeral for my cousin was so hard. I made it through the eulogy but when I went up to see my Aunt Jenny and my Uncle Bill I lost it. I started hyperventilating and I couldn’t move. If I moved I was going to throw up all over the floor. They did an autopsy on him and what killed him was the impact when he hit the tree. It crushed his skull. I don’t even know what to think about it. I have a new baby cousin, his daughter, who isn’t even a month old and who will never get to know how amazing her daddy was.

The new car is great. We made it through a month of no problems. Yesterday was a month to the day since the accident. I still have a stiffness in my back and neck. I don’t want to go back to the doctors because I don’t want them to take me out of work. I need this job and the paycheck.

Next week I can put my car back on the road I am so excited.

JT and I are amazing. He just bought me a late birthday gift. He bought me my Ataris hoodie with the lyrics to “So Long, Astoria” on the back. I’ll take pictures as soon as I get it. He seen his birthday present but I am being mean and not letting him have it until his birthday, which is in 2 weeks. Him and I are planning on moving in together by the end of the summer. He’s trying to get his friend Robert up here to live with us as well. Last I knew, Robert was highly considering moving up here from Texas. That’d be awesome as hell. I can’t wait until him and I start our lives together. I am so happy that I didn’t let him slip through my fingers for good.

Hmm, what else? Nothing really. Just been REALLY busy with work and stuff. Other than that, it’s same shit different day. So I think with that said, I am going to end it here. I’ll try to update soon, I promise. Until next time…PLCG

♥ A

.The Angel.