Great Start To The New Year!!

Right Now

x Tic Toc: 1:32 pm
x Dressed In: Pink fuzzy pants, tank top, and hoodie
x Hair Style: Down and fluffy
x Munching: Nothing
x Sipping: water
x Music: Old school rap…Color Me Badd “I Wanna Sex You Up”
x Chit-Chat: Chris and Stef
x Feeling: EXCITED
x Thoughts: *He makes me happy*
First entry of the New YearHey everyone…HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Hope everyone’s was a good one. Things started out a little rocky. New Years Eve I was by myself. Whitney had to work and Pete is down in Florida and everyone else was out…including my mom and brother. I had babysitting duty…so technically I wasn’t alone. I had Jessie and Courtney here so it was alright. Mom went and got us some food. She got us Cool Whip, Pizza, Chicken Strips, Patin (french fries, cheese curds, and gray. It’s sold at McDonalds up in Canada. Amazing stuff) and she got the girls 2 bottles of Sparkling Grape Juice. It was a nice night. Pete called as well. He called me early because he was on pain relievers. I got concerned and asked him what happened. He ended up getting into an accident with his jet ski that day. He flipped his jet ski at 50 miles per hour. He already has a messed knee…he has scars to prove it…and now he messed it up again. So he called to let me know he was ok and what not. Then I talked to him about the whole Whitney thing. He was very understanding and very concerned. I sounded like I was upset and he’s like “What’s the matter hun?” I said nothing and he was like “You’re lying. I hear you and you sound very upset.” So we talked and he figured out I have insecurity issues. He wanted me to talk to Whitney so hopefully I would have a little ease and him as well. He such an amazing person. He was going to let me go so he could go to bed, but we didn’t get off the phone until about an hour after he said that he was going to let me go. He stayed on the phone with my while I went in backyard to take the garbage out. I hate my backyard at night. I live behind one of the most busiest highways in New York (The New York State Thru Way) and I always think that people are going to come walking off and come and get me. I know I’m goofy. Anyways, that was New Years Eve.

New Years day I went and picked up Whitney from work and went tanning. Came home and mom went bought Whitney and I a 12 pack of wine coolers. Whitney pissed me off beyond belief. She got a page from Trina and she was going to go party with Trina instead of staying with me. I was so upset. I talked to her that night about my insecurity as well. She said that she only sees Pete as a mutual friend and that never would she hang out with him alone. I was so relieved. That was pretty much that day.

Yesterday Whitney left and I was quite happy about that. She just got on my nervous. Pete called and we talked until 2 in the morning again. He was so soft spoken last night which was amazing. But we won’t go into detail with last night conversation. Just know it got very interesting!! He said he might call today. I also called the Tanning Bed today.

I HAVE AN INTERVIEW TOMORROW AT 10:30 IN THE MORNING!!

Wish me luck!!

Well I am going to go and watch Passions!! It’s getting really good. People killin others over weird stuff!! Woo I love this show!! Later I will post my tarot reading for this month!! PLCG!!

-Amanda

 

Log in to write a note

good luck with the interview sweetie… xxxx hugs.. oh and i know i really need to stop worryin about the possibility of bein pegnant.

Happy New Year!!! What part of FL is Pete in? I live in WPB… not fun I have to say!! Hope you did well on the interview!! Oh and what is the song thats on your diary? I likeXO

January 5, 2005