ErAsE ME fRoM uR mInD!

Forget everything that WE have done, erase ME from YOUR memory. Dont call, dont ask about ME until the day Hell freezes over!!Well hey everyone, whats goin on?!  I didnt go to school today.  I was suppose to go and pick up my senior pictures, cause theyre in, and we got there and come to find out they are closed Sundays AND Mondays.  So mom and I went all the way to Henrietta for nothing.  Its ok though, I have one more day to get my Government eassy done!!  Hmm, what else….I got an email from Grami today.  I wrote to her about Nate…. this is what she had to say:  Sounds like that it is really time to get beyond Nate.  Sounds like to me that he thought of you as a “convenience” girl friend,  and my Amanda is NOT a convenience anything!!!!!!!!!!!!  She is all or nothing!!!!!!  Anger, hurt, frustation, etc., go along with this kind of stuff, but we are tough, and we move on to bigger and better!!!!  So what do you think about that.  She is so right, and so wasnt Jane and everyone else.  I was considered his girlfriend when it was convenient to him!! 

I hope this thing between Aaron and I work out.  I really do.  I really do deserve to be happy.  And I hope he can make me happy.  I hope Jane will help me out as much as she can, and if she makes it happen shell be my best friend for life.  Ill own her a whole hell of a lot of gradituted, for the fact that she brought happiness back into my life. 

I hope I can also go stay at her casa Saturday.  Friday I also start my new job.  I work for the police basically, going around store to store seeing if the store clerks will sell me cigerettes or alcohol.  So thatll be grand.  Plus Saturday morning mom and I are gonna go back to Henrietta to pick up my pictures. 

Well I am gonna go cause Passions is on.  PLCG!!

*~*AMANDA*~*