All Cried Out…….

Well today has been a day from fuckin hell!!  Well not all day…the morning for the most part.  The afternoon was good, well not good….GREAT!!  But about this morning…well Nate and told Amanda that he wants nothing to do with, and that I keep calling him and all that crazy shit.  Well someone told friends and these friends are friends of Lisa Houser’s and she called me outta Accounting this morning and this chick decided that she thought she was gonna be funny and threaten me.  She asked if I knew Nate.  I said Nate who and she said that she didnt know.  So I said Nate T****** and she said yes.  She said that I keep callin him and telling him that I want him back and all this stuff.  I was like um no and that I didnt even know where he was.  And the chick was like “well um, it doesnt matter.  You just better watch your fuckin back because someones gonna end up kickin your ass!”  I was like BRING IT ON!!  So yeah.  I want back into class and I just sat there thinking about what he is doing to me.  After the bell rang, I saw Leah and told her that we have a BIG problem.  I told her what was up and after that her and I went to my study hall and I got a pass to go to the office.  Leah met me in the office, and her and I talked to Mr. Farr.  I told him what was goin on and shit.  I sat there and cried cause I am just so upset.  No im not a lil pussy bitch, but I cant deal with all this shit.  Plus I REFUSE to be threatened in school….fuck that shit!!  Plus by people who dont need to be involved with this shit.  Anyways, on top off this shit is the shit with Dan.  I asked the cops last night what they could do about the verbal abuse and he didnt anwser my question.  So yeah its been a bitch all day.  Then we had a half day!!  WhooP WhooP!!  Leah and I went to Wal Mart.  Had to return my belt and get a new one.  Then we went to Raymour and Flanigan.  Then to RentWay.  We were lookin at furniture and stuff like that.  We plan on gettin an apartment after school is out.  Like in Cdga or something like that.  Then we went to Petes house!! Hes so fun to be with.  Then I had to go home and here we are now. 

Ive been crying all day.  And who was there to help comfort me, Leah and my Kid.  I love my Kid.  I hope him and I hook up soon. 

Well Im gonna go.  I feel like shit!!  PLCG!!

All cried out,
((Amanda))