And he quit…

This time he made it into week four before quitting.  Ugh.  Ugh.  Ugh.  He’s full of excuses.  Of course.  This time is basically the same complaint as every other time.  "Not enough respect.  Treated like an idiot."  You get the idea.  They randomly have people follow you while you do your route.  Well, some chick followed him and he didn’t use his blinker.  She said something and he pulled his respect bullshit card and walked out.  So, he’s back to being jobless.  Sitting at home.  Doing whatever the hell it is he does.  And to think.  He actually seemed to like this job just a few days ago.  

How irresponsible can one person be?  I counted yesterday.  Eleven jobs in 4 years and 10 months.  ELEVEN!  And one of those jobs lasted two years.  So, basically in less than 3 years he’s had ten jobs.  That’s crazy.  He will NEVER hold a job.  NEVER.  He again says he’s going back to the oilfield.  Sadly I know that no matter what he does he won’t last.  Nobody will ever treat him like the God he thinks he should be treated like.  Someone will eventually look at him the wrong way and piss him off.  Nothing will ever be perfect enough for him. Basically I’m guessing he’ll find a job but by January we will be in this same position all over again.  I’m to the point I won’t even believe he has a job until he’s had the SAME one for six straight months without any threats to quit.  Yeah, so what I’m saying is he’ll never truly have a job.

Doesn’t he think?  Doesn’t he wonder how the bills will get paid next month?  Doesn’t he wonder how he’ll afford to buy cigarettes and eat? I don’t make enough to fully support us.  My child support is back to being hit/miss.  We are royally fucked come October 1st if he doesn’t get a job.  ASAP.  He is probably the most irrational, irresponsible, idiotic, selfish, inconsiderate person I have ever met in my life.  He thinks of nobody except himself and what makes HIM happy and how HE should be treated.  Fuck everyone else.  Ugh.  Dumbfuck.

I’m frustrated to say the least.  He needs to get a damn grip on reality.  Whatever.  Somehow it’ll all work out for me.  Not quite sure if it’ll all work out for him though.

Zak had his testing Wednesday too.  It seemed to go good.  I really liked the doctor and she was thorough with asking me questions and getting background info.   That took about an hour and then Zak spent the rest of the day doing testing.  It was a LONG day.  He seemed to do okay though and enjoyed it due to getting to pick out of a prize box after every test.  They didn’t tell me anything about the results though. She said they’ll send the report to me and to his therapist and to expect it in about 2 1/2 weeks.  Ugh.  So, we should have it the week of October 8th I guess.  I am getting extremely tired of waiting.  Guess I should be good at it by now.

We’ve got our first soccer game this weekend and soccer pictures.  That should be fun.  The kids athletic type pants I ordered came and actually fit.  And we got our soccer shirts yesterday.  🙂  So we should be already for the game tomorrow.  Just have to go buy treats since we are, of course, the first to bring treats/drinks for after the game.  (Hey, at least I’ll get it over with right away.  Right!)

No child support this week.  Last week must have just been a fluke.  Still no letter stating if it’ll go up either.  And still no forms to fill out for Zak’s to be reviewed.  As always it’s the waiting game too.  I’m extremely anxious for the review to get done out of pure curiosity.  It’s not like I’ll actually get any of the money that it goes up to, but I guess it’s the concept of it and the fact that no matter what it’ll be adding up.  And the months I actually get it will totally count.  My guess it simply goes up to around $500.  There’s no way I’ll get the $1129 North Dakota was going to give me.  I’ll just continue to excitedly check my mail daily for a letter or something.  November 7th will have given them 60 days.  It has to be done by then.  Right?  (I would think it should be done within 30 days, but figured I’ll give them 60 days just so I don’t get my hopes up over nothing.)

We looked at a house last week.  Still waiting to hear if we’ll actually get it or not.  I’m not very hopeful at this point.  The landlord had someone ahead of us that she felt she needed to give first chance to as she already told him she would.  However, she just keeps saying she’d like us in there over him, but she feels morally obligated.  So, the other guy of course said he wanted it, but I guess he’s having a hard time coming up with the damage deposit.  He wants her to wait until the 28th for the deposit, she wants it sooner.  She was going to call and tell him that she needed it before then and if he couldn’t come up with it we could.  I don’t know.  The 28th isn’t very far away though so I’ve got a feeling it’ll end up falling through as the other guy is going to pay the deposit then.  So, prayers and thoughts would be great.  It’s a decent house.  Not the nicest but an upgrade to where we are at now.  Three bedrooms, two bathrooms. Decent yard that needs to be fenced.  Decent sized kitchen and living room.  Cheaper then what we’re in now and she’d allow the dogs. It’d be great if it worked out.  I’m not very optimistic though.  We will see.  I sure am praying it does.

And that’s about my entire life at the moment.  Not very interesting.  Basically same shit different day.  Someday it’ll get better and everything will work out.  It has to.  Right?  

Suppose I should go take a cigarette break now.  At least that makes me happy.  🙂