6 Weeks

Until I’m one year older.

It’s an important year in my mind. Fuck knows why. It’s the "you can’t show up at frat parties anymore" year. It’s the year where still being an undergrad means you’ve done something wrong. I haven’t even started school.

I don’t define myself by these things, but it’s strange to see the paths my life could have taken slowly slip away from me.

Yeah, I know. That’s called aging. Go fuck yourselves. I know I’m not original. I’m just here. I didn’t choose to be, but here I am nonetheless.

Feeling weird and introspective lately.

P.S. Just recorded/kinda half-assedly edited a video. Not the questions one. I’M SORRY, OKAY. I started the questions one this weekend and then DW called in the middle of it and invited me out. I TRIED REALLY HARD, GUYS. I even wrote out answers! I was so legit this time! But I’ll do it! This weekend, I’LL DO IT BIG. If I don’t spend the entire weekend stoned, that is. But I won’t, because I want to do things!

Ha ha just kidding, if I have weed on me I’ll stop being a person.

We’ll see.

Love ya.

Narrator

May 2, 2013

I have seriously sat and considered how younger-me would see my life now. Until A told me to STOP THAT ALREADY KNOCK IT OFF. fklsgjfdlkf. Sigh.

Oh also I feel compelled to tell you that I spend absurd amounts of time watching vlogbrothers now, and it’s all your fault. It’s also kind of awesome.

RYN: Seriously. John Green is awesome. I had no idea that’s who he was until (was it you? Was it Phade?) told me, and holy crow I have two of his books. Except now when I start reading his books, his narrator sounds like him and that’s weird when the narrator is 9 years old.

LoveisEvol

May 3, 2013