Ninja’s can rant too

Toni is sick. Not in her usual man love perverted fashion. This is more of the, come-over-here-and-let-me-cough-all-over-you sense. Maybe that’s why when I went to bed early for once, I still ended up sleeping in -_- So I didn’t get to go to Allan’s… which is ok since he messaged me to say that his xbox broke and he had to take it get it fixed. LOL ok that’s not funny but the irony of it is. At least to me.

My dreams were out of whack as usual. One of them involved running around delivering potted flowers to Gods. I gave these purple ones to Zeus for his wife for Valentines day -_-. Strangely enough, he lived in a run down house that looked similar to my own and when I went to get in the delivery van, we found the freeway was closed of and we had to be in Scotland by 12. Because delivering flowers to divinely spirits who couldn’t just conjure them up themselves is important yo.

In other news our shopping keeps getting smaller and smaller. I think this is due to my brother who has taken up alcohol as well as drugs. He quit his job because he reckoned they were "gutless". Whatever the hell that means. It was only around the corner Ben and you couldn’t even get up in time to go there *shakes head in disgust*. Sigh. I’m one to talk but he reckons he is going to South Australia this week. (he has said this about 2 times before and never ended up going either).

Escuse me whilst I go strike up the bullshit meter. What’s that? It’s broken?! :O  Well how am I going to tell if he’s lying or not now? (psst Toni…it’s really simple…his mouth only needs to be moving >.>)

I am mean towards him because of in all the 19 years of knowing him, he hardly ever keeps his promises. And he was like that before drugs (even though he was just a kid then). Maybe inside somewhere past the drugs and alcohol and insanity lies the man with whom I used to play ball with and wrestle, but I don’t see him anymore. I just wish he could get magically well again, so I don’t have to get all bitter about all this.

I’m going to go huddle in my blanket now and read manga. I chuck shiney bishounen at all of you (bishoujo for the guys).

Lots of <3

~ToNi~

— "Good-bye. I am leaving because I am bored" .George Saunders, last words

 

nooo i don't want to grow old! ;_;

 

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April 1, 2006

Your avatar is Kyo!!! *swoons* Yuki’s my fave, but I still gotta love Kyo. Hehe, sorry. Had to comment. ~*Steff*~

April 1, 2006

Aww! Don’t be sick! You can come to my house and have pie!! We have pie for dinner tonight. Mmmm, family sized meat pie… *hugs the ninja whilst catching the bishies* It is freezing, so I am going to continue to read HP in bed where it is warm and snuggly. RYN: Poor puppy :'( I went out to Westfield (Parra) today and there’s Shar Pei puppies in the pet store xD they’re so fat and cute! 🙂

April 2, 2006

RYN: Well, I got lazy, so the pie is still cooking, so you still have a chance if you run! I’m already mad at it: Why can’t Harry just keep his damn mouth shut and stop getting detention! Gah! And I do hate this Umbridge woman, she seriously pisses me off… Grrr. And yeah, EB is having a 2 for $50 deal at the moment, so I was like “Yay! Stuff” but had to restrain myself 🙁 *hugs*

^^ *hugs tight* Get well soon. Sorry about your brother.

April 2, 2006

Crazy dreams are cool! Especially when you’re like ‘how the heck did I even come up with that?’ I’m sorry you’re sick :(. I suggest gingerale… and yaoi 😉 LOL. Bahaha. I’m sory things are lame with your brother. It hurts to see people you knew chang into completely different people. *pirate hugs for the ninja*

April 2, 2006

Uhn! *offers you an all-bran-bar* =3 48 EFFIN’ DAYSZ?Z?!!1 Yaywoo! Par-tay! YTOMGZ A SHINY BISHIE! *swoonofdoom* Rit x Sasu would be hawt emo secks. *le gasp* Can’t forget the emo condoms! I luff your entries to death. I’mna marry one of them some day… preferably this one; your dreams are so awesome, I wish I had your brain. (/weirdsentence) o.O; OMGBRAINTHEIF.

April 2, 2006

Whoosh. I have craptacular spelling. =D

April 2, 2006

Oh chaa, Kyou looks pissed that it’s your birthday. What a bitch. I slaps him for chu. <33 =3

April 2, 2006

YESSS! Porno pie. =3 I ate it up, like chaa. o.O; RYN: Why yes! Memoirs of a Geisha is a waaanderful movie! ^-^

April 2, 2006

It sucks that you are sick. It sucks that your brother isn’t contributing and that the shopping is getting less and less. I wondered where this potted plant came from that just mysteriously appeared whilst I was sleeping. eh. *big tight hug*

April 3, 2006

RYN: I promise, the next photo I post of myself, I will smile – if I must :p Also, it’s the gay Telstra phone that I hate, it’s only there because the cordless one gets too much interference from our electrical stuffs. OMFGNINJABIRTHDAY!! Yay! xD *hurries off to prepare birthday pie*