Don’t try to make sense of it, I can’t. *edit*

listening toCan you keep a secret ~ Utada Hikaru
moodDizzy

Feeling kind of ill. I think it’s the heat, that and I slept in to 3pm – kept waking up through the night and having on and off dreams. I remember dreaming I was some prince in this kingdom (who looked not unlike Prince Harry -_-) but my grandparents got murdered by this guy with mutated hands (they didn’t find out it was him but I knew somehow, I think I might of seen him walking past that night, didn’t see his face though). Even so I was in the courtyard connected to my grandparents room trying to escape outside but just when I climbed this highbarbed fence there were these little kids with disposable cameras trying to take incriminating photo’s of me. I wanted to stick my rude finger but I knew that wouldn’t go down well for my image. So I decdied to go through all these shops connected to the palace to find another way out. Then there was this lady with tarot cards chasing me saying I had major bad luck and I was cursed blah blah. Red sirens started going off and everyone was evacuating for some reason. I was trying to find this person who had run off and I bumped into Katie Holmes and became myself again. She was looking for her movie ticket from some movie which I had also been to see. Then she was trying to blame me for some murder that happened in the cinema and I was laughing and saying "don’t lie, we all know you did it" and katie went "well yeah, but I’m going to put the blame on you bitch" and then she tried to scratch me.

Then out of nowhere I was in this house with my grandparents (my real grandparents this time). My nanna went off to play golf and my grandfather (who passed away 3 years ago.. I don’t know what makes me feel uneasy about dreaming about the deceased, not to menton sad :() was mucking around on his computer and asked me to find him a good screensaver (we ended up finding this one that showed arial views of the earth and zoomed in and spun around like in one of those racing games where it displays the course tracks before you select them *grin*) Then we went on this drive for some reason, in the forest through these narrow lanes and I thought we were going to crash, my grandfathers driving was that bad. Then the car tripped on some balloons that had been left on this path we driving along but we were ok; we just had to collect the ballons and throw them somewhere else and continue driving. Wasn’t much else to it, except I kept trying to dream about this story I’d been thinking up yesterday but for some reason it kept changing to me running around and people fighting each other really poorly. meh.

I intend to go to bed at 12 tonight, I’m afraid that I’m turning into a nocturnal mammal. :/  Please let it rain soon, pleasepleaseplease

Edit** Who has a job interview for 3pm tomorrow!!! Yes, not Paul Hogan but meeee! It’s for a traineeship too 🙂 Guess this means I will be going to bed early. I hope its not hot tomorrow though and I don’t get lost again -_- And Amanda, I only complained about it raining because it stormed every night for like one week and dad would harp about me turning the computer off unless lightening struck and blew it up. -_-

ciao for now

~ToNi~

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