And now for a ninja message *animation* xD

Ohnoes, she’s mocking him again! :O

[NOTE: If you miss the start you might have to refresh ze page; I only made it play through once. Tell me though if  you think I should put it on a loop ..after a slight delay ^_^
-the start announces,. "and now a message from omg.ninja"
Edit: meh, I just put it on loop anyway… even when i was refreshing it, it was stilling saying end -_- Gay.]]

music: Red Hot Chili Peppers~ Otherside
mood: jittery
That took me a while to animate. It puts things into perspective doesn’t it? Took me about 6+ hours to make about a minute? of animation. It amazes me what other people must go through, especially with stop motion clay animation *grimace*

Anyways, I found out that the medicine isn’t wearing off for Ben; it’s just that we’re running out of it -_- So dad has to go arrange another doctors appointment to get another perscription or something :/ Not sure. Bleh.  To have to take drugs to be normal, act normal… sucks ass. But then, taking other drugs in the first place to get to the state he’s in now wasn’t smart either. Ah, I sigh.

I was laying in bed around 4 am this morning thinking, contemplating life again. I’m afraid I didn’t get much sleep… it’s my fault for drinking caffiene (diet coke with vanilla) at 2am in the morning lol. So yes, I was laying there, trying to get some shuteye (going to the toilet every so often- another bad side effect of diet coke -_-…also dancing to my music from the toilet to the bed…but that’s just Toni I’m afraid >.>) thinking about  how wonderful it is to just be alive. Sure I’m not happy at the moment, not with my current situation, not with my cowardly self, but as long as I’m alive it’s something.

Oh dear I sound like a hippy, don’t I? Well I don’t care, its true. I’m grateful for having my dad who puts up with me, I’m grateful for the friends I have though I hardly get to see them, I’m also grateful for the great friends I’ve made online through the passing years. And yeah, that includes my od favorites ^^ (suck up. …-_- shutup.)I find that everything is just a learning experience..even if I go from positives to negatives within the span of minutes sometimes.

I don’t know if I’ll ever get to fufill my goals. I’m too much of a dreamer sometimes. But hey, that’s life I guess. I’ll take each day as it comes.

 I hope you are all well too . And if you’re not, I’m going to come over and tell dirty yaoi ninja jokes until you laugh. >_<

😛

Lots of ninja love bb’s! <3

~ToNi~

*EDIT
-why notes why?? -_- Whenever I make a cool entry you behave like a donkey ass bitch!!! >_<
I’m not making a new entry for notes, ppl get too lazy to read the previous entry lol (this one) so nyah!!!
Grrrr -_-
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 "I’m sick of following my dreams. I’m just going to ask them where they’re going and hook up with them later" – Mitch Hedberg.