100x

Today was just as bad as expected. Self-fulfilling prophecies my ass, there was no easy way for this to go down.

I was a mess after the stupid seminar, even though I only stayed for one talk. Super awkward conversation afterwards with my boss followed by a 30 minute walk..out in the cold without a jacket. Pins and needles in my  hands, not that pleasant. 

Could have and should have been more productive today, but I just didn’t want to get back into the swing of things. It was a real "what’s the point" kind of day. Ironically enough something actually seems to have worked by the end. But it probably didn’t and I’m deluding myself as per usual. 

Read a crazy story about this Russian family living in complete isolation in the middle of the taiga for 40 years. Some seriously crazy but interesting shit. 

Talked to J and it made my day 100x better 🙂 

Didn’t mention the faculty candidate talk because I don’t know what good it would do, and why ruin the mood? 

Why has no one uploaded the latest season of The Bachelor yet?! I guess British teen soap opera it is for tonight.