ummm… 4am?

What a time to update huh? Been up no joke all night long. I’ve been meaning to update more and keep things to date but i literally have no motivation to get in my laptop. I read daily and try to note but I’m slacking on that as well!

My little one has been sick. We have been in and out of children’s hospital and urgent care all week. Finally found out yesterday that my peanut has RSV. What are they going to do about it you ask? NOT A DAMN THING! They say since it’s a virus and not an infection it’s something her body needs to fight on it’s own. Of course with my help cleaning out her nose, using a humidifier, keeping hey comfortable and watching her temp. 🙁 This while week hasn’t been to bad until today. She sounds even more congested and had been so restless and grumpy! It is now 4:04 am and i have yet to even close my eyes once! She had slept in and off for about 15 minutes each far and few between and she’s throwing up every time she eats. Thank good her pediatrician I’d going to see her today at 915!i just want then to fix her!

This of breaking my heart!!! </3 </3

Will update again soon. Made myself cry and need to feed my princess!