NoJoMo Day 6!

**Warning** – This is a Rant entry, so i will not be offended to anyone who doesnt read beyond this line!

So today has been kinda up and down for me. I don’t know what caused it but yesterday afternoon i was a big ol grump. I didnt want today to be like that so I made sure it wasn’t. But its hard sometimes! 

I am so stress all the time. Money is an evil thing on top of the every day bull shit people go through. Dont get me wrong I am soo greatful i have a roof over my head but if it wasnt for my parents Id honestly probably be out on the streets right now. Cody has been working his ass of on looking for work and hes willing to give up everything to do so. unfortunitely nothing has even came along that gives him an option to do even that. He has an interview with the place I work at on friday (different department) and that would be SOO Nice for us to have. My 20 hours a week isnt doing as much as we need it to do. granted its something! But not alot.

I am on the verge of tears all day long. Trying to figure this and that out. As soon as I think things will be okay someone tells me "dont forget you owe so an so this" "dont forget you owe me this" "hi this message is for you cause you HAVENT PAID US!" UGH I get it! STOP Rubbing it in! 

I am so afraid that in the end of this pregnancy Im not going to have a place of our own to take my baby girl to! I refuse to live in a different place than Cody with OUR child. I refuse and anyone who doesn’t get it makes no sense to me.

I am ready for this week to be over. I can not believe that it is only TUESDAY?!?! ugh. That is my rant for the day. Maybe a happier post tomorrow?!

Thanks for listening!