too soon

So angry that I don’t even know how to put it into words.
If I hear her name one more time I’m going to scream.
If I have to see her one more time I’m going to go crazy.
If I see them together one more time it’ll be even worse.
Looks like the only thing to do is to shut them out completely.
I didn’t want it to be this way, but it just hurts too much.
Why can’t he understand that?
It was too soon, I wasn’t ready.
Everything’s too raw, still.