The conversation that had to be had

The decision that had to be made.

Seems like usually when we argue we go around in circles, having the same arguments over and over again, always with the same logic, and the non-outcomes.

Today, crying not because I was sad but because I actually felt relief at saying out loud what I had been thinking to myself and suspecting for some time.  Relief flooded over me and I went out to look at the sun sparkling on the sea and actually felt kind of free… but trapped at the same time.  I guess this is where distance begins? But that’s not what I want, after all, not exactly.

As always, things are complicated, I guess.

Yes, you dragged down my weekend, but you also dragged it back up again, put that smile on my face, and at the end of the day it is that which I am grateful for.