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 “I think I’ve become like one of the others…” 

No, not become. 
I was. 
I was what I despised and now I’m not but it’s too late;
it doesn’t matter anymore because it’s too late and I can’t take it back but I want to;
I want to more than anything,
for him,
for us, but also for me
and I don’t think he understands that the regret is greater than my very being
and I am NOT THAT PERSON ANYMORE.

I’m not. I’m not.  I promise you that.  I know that there’ve been a few too many ambiguities in the past on this issue, but I swear to you, never, never again.  It’s the past, and it’s not a part of me.

NOT THAT PERSON ANYMORE

and that’s the truth.