clearer?
“yeah, but in my mind I see clearer now…”
nah
still a big mess in there
it will be until,…..
until what?
until…. what will make my mind see clearer?
i’ve got this music playing over and over in my mind and i love it.
it’s consuming me & doing a beautiful job of expressing myself for me.
funny how this class has got me writing again, a bit.
not terribly well, but still, it’s a beginning.
or, maybe, … it’s not the class.
i know what it is.
.
.
and i don’t like it.
i know this feeling all too well, but it’s changed, it’s different somehow.
what do i know anyway?
have i become what i’ve always despised?
I once read a quote that said what you condemn you will eventually become. Your last line reminded me of it. I wonder if its best to have your mind in one big mess? Sometimes I think so. RYN: I don’t get the full circle thing anymore. I used to think it was good. Now it just seems like no one ever gets anywhere.
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yes i like phantom of the opera, i wanted to go when it was on stage last in melbourne with mum but we didn’t get a chance. Why do you ask? Randomness lol
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Yes. And no. Depends on the day. The time. The hour. Pehrf.
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