Upon today’s conclusion

 

My Mikey, I love you

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There is no telling how many entries I may make in one day, is there?  Technically, this is a new day, so eat that!

It has been a good day, in most regards.  I didn’t get to go see Memaw, which made me mad at myself when I realized it.  Here’s hoping she had a few visits!!!!!

Nanny called today, asking if I would call Mama and get her to call some people who want Nanny to check out their resort if they’ll give her $500.  She said she wanted to know if it was legit or not.  In the olden days, Nanny would have rejected the phone call in a heartbeat.  It’s sad to see what mind-decay is doing to her.

Mama’s response, when told of Nanny’s request, was that she already knew that the resort people would promise it was legit.  Then, when we took Nanny there, they’d say, "We ran out of money, so we’ll give you a paper bag instead."  I thought that was too funny!

Lola informed me that CPS wants her to move near her mother.  I think this is not only a bad idea, but a fucking horrible idea.  It’s not my life, though, and not my child.  I don’t know for sure if Lola wants to go along with it.  I hope she doesn’t.  I know it would be nice to have help with Malcolm, if she needs it, but her mother is scary.  I’m sorry if that offends you, Lola.

I’ve been worried about Tiffany for the past few days.  Things keep looking up and then going back down for her.  For example, she said earlier that because of a misunderstanding between Keith and the place she lives now, she is not getting the kidlets tomorrow.

I must go on a small tangent right now.

Tiffany said that means she and the kids won’t be calling us tomorrow.  I told her we probably wouldn’t be home, anyway.  Then I said, "I know that’s not the point."  She agreed that it wasn’t, but she took it just a few steps too far, and I’m slightly angry with her.  She said that the point was that she wouldn’t get to see her kids, not that we wouldn’t get to talk to them.  The tone of voice she said that in hurt my feelings.

I started thinking about (and dwelling on) what she had said, and I started getting angry.  I realize that to her, it’s more important that she gets to see her own children.  What she may not realize is that we, the childrens’ grandparents, NEVER get to "SEE" them.  We get to TALK to them, and only sporadically.  So, Dear Daughter, yes it IS partially the point that we won’t be home tomorrow.

I told Mikey I should tell her if she didn’t like that, she could douche and recover.  Mikey laughed and then said that I CAN talk to Tiffany like that.  Tiffany would be cool with it.  I’m somehow not surprised, since we talk about almost everything anyway.

Keith is a fuckfaced moron.  He keeps yanking the kidlets away from Tiffany.  At the last minute.  Usually with no warning or rescheduling.  If I could, I might just have me a good old-fashioned fist fight with Mr. Moron.  I despise how much and how often he hurts our daughter, and it makes me want to hurt HIM.  Is that bad?

Hell hath no fury like a Mama scorned.  I know it’s supposed to be like a woman scorned, but too damn bad.  It’s a Mama scorned in this princessipality.

Now, off with someone’s head…..any nominees?

And off with me.

Love and hugs,

Betty Louise