That nagging voice…
I’m wondering if the voice I call Ralph is a demon inside me.
I was just cutting up, clowning around, and having a good time with some of the kids I know on Facebook, and Ralph has to start in again, telling me what a loser I am; how everybody must KNOW what an idiot I am; now they know I can’t even take care of myself, so they’ll have to put me away where I can’t ever bother anyone again.
I wish he’d go away. It hurts, even if he is just in my head.
if only we could lock up those parts of us we don’t like.
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Although i don’t think it’s a demon, i would make sure to check with a doctor to see if some of the anger and repressed feelings you have from growing up are starting to bubble out so much that a few sessions with a cousellor might help you figure out what’s going on and why you’re getting down on yourself. Stay strong sweety.
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You really hear a voice? I’ve never thought of it like that – I always put depressive thoughts down to just me, and if I keep myself relatively busy, I don’t seem to notice it
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