Tears for the love songs

I am listening to some of the songs I used to daydream by, and tears are coming to my eyes. It STILL takes me by such force that I no longer have to daydream about true, lasting love. I HAVE true, lasting love now. My body has only existed for 29 years, but I feel like I spent at least a century waiting for Mikey. His very presence makes every single minute of loneliness worth it’s weight in gold. How odd to use that expression, as loneliness has no weight, but you get my drift, I’m sure.

Each moment I longed, plead, and cried….all worth every second of it. How could I have known how sweet life would be so soon? Mikey is my absolute fantasy man. He makes EVERY dream I ever had of love come true. In fact, he ADDS TO THE DREAMS!!!!

I feel pangs of deep guilt for the hell I give this beautiful man so often, but I refuse to let myself be this way forever. He gives me the greatest incentive in the world to change…himself.

I will be eternally grateful to you, My Mikey.

My Key, My Mikey, I love you forever times pi cubed plus one,

Your Jack