Sweet aches are a good sign

Proving it, bit by bit……

The other night, Lola and I went to our friend Harpo’s house.  Jenn, who lives with Harpo, gave us a few cigarettes and a little money to buy another pack for ourselves.  Pitiful that we need smokes that badly, eh?

Anyway….

My Mikey had already gone to bed, which is why it was Lola and me.  I went into the room, woke My Mikey, and explained to him that I was going over to Harpo’s and would be back soon.  I’m sure he doesn’t remember that, but I don’t like leaving unannounced.

We stayed just a bit longer than I intended, because Jenn wanted to throw a few updates my way.  So Lola and I finally headed to get the pack of smokes.  I started REALLY missing My Mikey, even though we’d been gone maybe only half an hour.

That same old "sweet ache" I always felt when we didn’t talk on the phone…..boy, it just never goes away, does it?  But I’ve realized that as long as it’s there, that’s a GOOD thing.

My Mikey and I don’t spend very much time apart, and, frankly, I’m glad.  I can’t function well on my own, and neither can he.  We always joke about how codependent we are and how any psych doctor would tell us we’re unhealthy.  Well, to hell with that!  We LIKE it this way!

Anyway, by the time we got back to the house, I was just a-bustin’ to get back to the room, check on My Mikey, and tell him I love him and I was back home again.

Not even gone one hour!!!!!

Silly, maybe, but I’m glad it’s still this way.  I dread the day that the feeling goes away.  If we’re like my parents were, the attachment will only INcrease, not DEcrease.

God, please let us be that way!  I fully believe we are like them, in some ways.  Destined to be together until death do we part, just as we promised.  That feels right for us, you know?

So the ache can be a good sign.  That was my point, uh huh, sure was!  LOL

My Mikey, I love you forever times PI cubed plus one, and I’m so glad you’re here and that you married me!

Your Jack