Panic attacks are escalating
Something’s gotta give here! For the last few days, I guess, I’ve been having totally unprovoked panic attacks, and they are BIG BAD panics! They last up to 45 minutes sometimes, and that has NEVER happened to me before.
Tonight, I found a special LANmessenger that allows Mikey and me to talk privately over our local area network (the router, basically). It is already a Godsend!!!! I chilled out within five minutes of talking to him.
The scary part of this is that I know what I’m going through with these panic attacks is what a lot of people who have them USUALLY feel! I just THOUGHT they were bad before. What I wouldn’t give for my old, milder attacks now!!!!!!
What doesn’t kill me is supposed to make me stronger. Ok, I’m ready for the strength to kick in.
aw, hun i’m sorry…i hope these panic attacks get better! i’ve had them and i know exactly how you feel 🙁
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ryn: They do! incredibly! these attacks are so debilitating! My friends who have never had them say they want them to get out of things with, but I’m just like, “SERIOUSLY?!”
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RYN: hahaha it’s not that you weren’t helpful! you gave some relief to what i was feeling. i just don’t know what to do now…especially because the part i just edited in involves the fact i like another guy that i met recently. mike met him too and was immediately jealous when kyle and i started talking…O.o i’m so screwed lol
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Anxiety/Panic attacks are horrible. I have them myself every so often. I don’t have them as often as I used to as they seem to happen less often after the age of 40. *Hugs*
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