No congratulations just yet

Except perhaps on winning the race to destroy my mind!  I swear, I’m going crazy, and all in one fell swoop – in the same friggin’ night!!!!!

Life is chaotic, which is absolutely STUPID because it’s not really fast-paced.  It’s just that I have been manic more than EVER lately, and my brain feels like a fucking blender from morn till eve.  You know?  If you don’t, good for you!

WalMart keeps putting me off.  My orientation – which I absentmindedly called "salutation" on the phone earlier with Mama – was SUPPOSED to be today, starting at 10am.  Well, last night, Debbie….a lady in personnel….called and said it was cancelled until next week.

I’m seriously wondering if I’m EVER going to work again.  Folks, this is so retarded!!!!!  What’s the damn problem?  I need a job in the worst way, and I didn’t know if you’d hire someone who may or may not be married to someone who might be a dangerous criminal….Goddamnit!  Another movie quote crept up on me!

Ok, see what I mean?  Mind = Blender.

‘Nuff said.

Hank…SAVE ME, YOU PUNK!

I love you,

Elizabeth Louise