Never again

Once Nanny is dead, I will never darken my sister’s doorway again.  I know it will rob the kids and me of something, but I just can’t deal with this anymore.  It’s always wrong for ME to be grumpy or in a bad mood, even if I’m not taking it out on anyone else, but she can take it out on EVERYBODY when SHE’S pissed or upset about something.  

She treats her children badly right now, and then has the gall to tell her husband not to yell at Alex when he’s mad at her.  LISTEN TO YOURSELF SOMETIME, BITCH!

I’m tired of this fucked-up family dynamic.  My mom only pays attention to me when it’s convenient for her to do so.  My sister treats me as if she hates me and has some kind of vendetta against me. 

I’m sorry for the kids.  I really am.  I just can’t be around their mother or father anymore.