My grandparents’ anniversary


 

Today is my grandparents’ anniversary.  Nanny and Grandpa.
I thought about calling Nanny, but I had a rather UNsubtle reminder that she may not even remember that it IS her anniversary.

My Mikey seems to find some measure of….satisfaction, I guess…I don’t know….that Nanny is being plagued by these awful memory lapses.  I suppose that’s because he hasn’t loved that hateful woman for thirty years, as have I.

I am very sad right now.

Hank doesn’t do well with sadness, so I’m gonna do my best to stay quiet.

I understand how someone might find it appealing that Nanny seems to be being tortured by her mind now.  I honestly CAN and DO understand.  But she’s still my grandmother.  My father’s mother.  And Grandpa was a good man.  I don’t want Nanny to forget him like he forgot her due to his Alzheimer’s.

Don’t wanna be here now.  I have to go.

L
started out Jack, okay?

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March 12, 2006

I don’t know the story behind this entry, but I feel I would like to say congratulations to your nanny on her anniversary. Jayne -x-

March 12, 2006

Baby I know it hurts you and I’m not satisfied by her forgeting it is just easier for me to accept its happening to her because I haven’t known her that long Mikey

March 13, 2006

tough to deal with 🙁 i hope you feel better soon.