My grandparents’ anniversary
Today is my grandparents’ anniversary. Nanny and Grandpa.
I thought about calling Nanny, but I had a rather UNsubtle reminder that she may not even remember that it IS her anniversary.
My Mikey seems to find some measure of….satisfaction, I guess…I don’t know….that Nanny is being plagued by these awful memory lapses. I suppose that’s because he hasn’t loved that hateful woman for thirty years, as have I.
I am very sad right now.
Hank doesn’t do well with sadness, so I’m gonna do my best to stay quiet.
I understand how someone might find it appealing that Nanny seems to be being tortured by her mind now. I honestly CAN and DO understand. But she’s still my grandmother. My father’s mother. And Grandpa was a good man. I don’t want Nanny to forget him like he forgot her due to his Alzheimer’s.
Don’t wanna be here now. I have to go.
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started out Jack, okay?
I don’t know the story behind this entry, but I feel I would like to say congratulations to your nanny on her anniversary. Jayne -x-
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Baby I know it hurts you and I’m not satisfied by her forgeting it is just easier for me to accept its happening to her because I haven’t known her that long Mikey
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tough to deal with 🙁 i hope you feel better soon.
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