Love Letters Straight From My Heart

My darling Mikey Baby,

So often lately, I have wondered why I don’t write you the kind of letters I used to, say the things I used to say, even do some things I used to do…for you.

I have let it go unsaid for much too long, and it is time to set things right again, for even one day is too long.

Many a day and night in my adult life was spent wishing, hoping, and craving for love.  It always seemed that I, being who I am, would never meet anyone who could or would tolerate the many different facets of my over-the-top personality.  If my temper did not push people away, then my possessiveness usually did it.

Determination can be good or bad, sometimes.

Roughly three years ago, I met the most beautiful, wonderful, charming, flamboyant, volatile, intelligent, and, above all else, LOYAL person I have ever known.

My Mikey.

You, my darling, still color my days brightly with your enthusiasm and zest for life.  Each time you laugh, it still sends chills through me, as it is the most glorious sound I have ever heard in my life.

With my lack of affection, my silence, my brooding, my depression, I have given you the wrong impression, I fear.  Perhaps you think I no longer love you as I did before.  This, I assure you with all my being, is not the case.  I love you more each second I am alive.  If not for you, this life would not be tolerable any longer.  You mean more to me than anyone and anything in this world, and I am still and forever will be grateful to God for sending you to me.

You are so very special, my Angel Baby.  You love me no matter how I act, no matter what I say or do, no matter if I am good or bad.  I pray you know that I love you the same, even when I cannot or will not say it.

You are my heart.  You are my soul.  You are my mate.  And, yes, SWANS MATE FOR LIFE!

I love you forever times PI cubed plus one,

Your Grateful Husband Jack