Jack update

My Mikey, I love you

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First of all, let me apologize to David for not going on the messenger tonight. I was very upset earlier, and my blood sugar was giving me fits (as it usually DOES when I’m upset about something). Then, my heart just wasn’t into conversation. I hope you understand. I’m very sorry that I missed the lot you had to tell me. Maybe we can make up for it this coming night instead?

Now for the entry part….

I can’t explain why (mainly, because I just don’t really know), but I’ve been feeling pretty melancholy a lot again lately. I’m happy with life….this I recently discovered….yet something just seems out of place. I don’t know what it is. Well, part of it is probably because of NOT hearing from our daughters. Tiffany cannot call us just yet. Elisabeth just won’t, I guess. There’s an old song that says, “Unloved, unwanted, I’ve never been so blue. I know that I should leave, but I don’t want to.” That about sums up how I feel about Elisabeth.

The twins were born healthy and ok. They don’t weigh very much, but I think they’re early PLUS they’re twins. Twins never seem to weigh as much as a single birth baby. If they did, the mother would probably be ripped apart during the pregnancy…forget about the actual delivery!

I’m happy for Lance and Wendy.

So what am I blue about? I don’t know. I guess it’s just one of those things. I am about to go to bed….it’s ONLY 5:38am!!!!! 🙂 I am not necessarily ready for bed, but I don’t know what else to do, either.

May God bless each of you a little more tomorrow! That would make me feel pretty good, I think.

Love,

Jack