I want to die
My Mikey, I love you
∞ • π³ + 1
I tried something new today. After the earlier entry, I sent a portion of it to my sister, to show that I do, indeed, sometimes defend her. I suppose I should have known it might blow up in my face, but I didn’t.
She took offense at the part where I said Mikey needs to learn to forgive. Apparently, MH will never admit that maybe, just maybe, she’s done anything other than the right thing.
Just fucking shoot me, because I don’t have a gun, and I can’t get one. I don’t want to live like this, but I can’t do much about it.
If my concern for our well-being is constantly misconstrued, and then my attempt to show my sister that I actually DO have her back sometimes backfires on me….and EVERY FUCKING THING ELSE I DO is a mistake….
I don’t have the desire to keep on.
I want to die.
Jack
You can forgive even if the other person doesn’t think they did anything wrong. That’s part of forgiveness. Try telling your sister that Mikey needs to learn to forgive her for things that he thinks she’s done wrong. Maybe that will make her realized that you are on her side sometimes. Even if Mikey doesn’t see it, or your family doesn’t see it, David and I see that you’re really trying hard to make things better. They’re just too caught up in fighting with each other to see the position they’re putting you in. Lots and lots of hugs, John
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