Growing weary
Well, she’s done it again. In four days, my wife managed to take almost 40 hydrocodones. This time, i stepped past her and wrote to the doctor, both via email and snail mail, demanding that he stop giving her narcotics. As if it will do any good.
I’m getting very tired of all this. Just when things start looking up again, she wants to go and kill herself again. Is it really worth this? Is it worth having to watch my wife waste away until she stops herself from living? She won’t do anything but complain about pain. She won’t make any effort to get better, because it hurts. She just wants to pop those goddamned narcotics.
I HATE narcotics!
I’m leaving it up to God, because my soul is exhausted.
Random. Is there any way you could have her committed to a hospital or Rehabilitation Unit? It seems that she is unable to care for herself. I sympathize with you. Be well.
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i’ve wondered if you were still writing here. i think you should like an intervention and have her sent to a rehab place. I once had a friend who had a doctor who would send her scripts for narcs all the time and she was always passed out stoned. i had to cut ties cause i didn’t want to see her die.
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Yes,I agree she needs rehab and to have her pain needs managed and addressed,asap.
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