for Lola

Thank you so much Jack. It is amazing how you know what to do. Even though, I could not see the picture it helped out alot. Send the pic to my email and I will treasure it and the thought behind it forever. I plan on sitting on a cloud with Dean Martin and Frank Sinatra for many moons after I pass from this earthly plane. Please feel free to visit at anytime. I doubt if we will say much, but your

company will be appreciated. Bring Mikey. I am sure Ed Haynes will stop by to ensure Frank and I are not doing anything that will get us in TROUBLE. I have a feeling that could happen.

what picture? ryn: thanx.

You are the patron saint of the eldery and mothers who miss their children. You could work for the center of missing and exploited children. It would be a blessing to the mothers who have lost more than I have. I still have Malcolm and will always have him, unless God has other plans. I have to keep reminding myself that he belongs to God first and that I will have to accept things as they happen.

The story about your Nanny is a prime example of someone who lost the most precious thing in the world- her son. I think she cannot understand why at times and that has caused her and others who have loved her alot of heartache. She is in my prayers, even though I know I may not be one of her favorite people. That is ok. I just want her to know some kind of peace, before she leaves

the planet. Peace will sustain you. I am referring to inner peace. It is the hardest damn thing to achieve and others who do not have it will do their best to snatch it away. I know. I have been on both sides of that coin. Thank you again.

Velma said to tell you she was glad to see the picture. So was Narakia. Narakia said Jack is her role model. Velma said Oscar is hers.