Crazy, party of….well, technically, one

Considering my last entry…the one about abortion…..

I feel crazy.  Out of my head, off my rocker, and really like I shouldn’t have been placed in this world in the first place.  I’m sure God will thank me later for THAT slap in the face.  (sarcasm, people)

Thinking about life’s serious issues always makes me feel crazy.  I’ve always been prone to think "with my heart and not my head", as my sisters says.  I guess she’s right. 

Does that invalidate thinking, in the first place?  This time, I’m being serious, not sarcastic. 

I make no claim to have anything REALLY figured out or mastered.  I know I’m troubled.  I know I’m offbeat and different.  This is really bothering me right now.  

Oh well.