Corticosteroid widowhood

My Mikey, I love you

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I’m pretty sure the Cortisone shot Mikey got the other day is reacting very badly with him.  His heart rate is fluctuating wildly anytime he walks.

He thinks I don’t care.  Fuck him for that.  I care a great deal.

I’m scared to death that he’s going to die, and I’ll be left with a hole in my life, too.

I’m only 32.  Couldn’t this shit have waited until we were in our 80s or something?

If he dies, I probably will, too.  And I won’t care.

PdC