Bad dream – the disappearing babies

Just woke up from what was supposed to be restful nap. Wasn’t restful, cause I had a long bad dream.

In this dream – and there are so many bad dreams again lately – my babies were all disappearing. Not the ones that are ours, but the ones that were just mine, before Mikey came here. Alex and Juli, Robert Earl, Tevin, Elizabeth and Harley, they all disappeared, and maybe they got killed.

Nasty dreams. They won’t stop hurting me and leave me alone. Hate sleeping cause of the bad dreams, but they keep going on and on and scaring me and making me wake up to cry cry cry.

not crying now but want to

don’t know what’s going on in my head