9:21am – Longing in my heart

PROVE IT, HERMY……

It is Wednesday.  This is the day My Mikey goes to the doctor again.  Today, he sees if he can be released from the doctor’s care to fly to Texas Saturday night.  I hope and pray he can, but if he cannot, I will wait.

I would wait the 1000 years I promised I would wait, if it came down to it.  I am in love with Mikey.

Yesterday, I thought back on Mikey’s and my relationship.  I never would have guessed, back in December, that I would come to love Mikey as I do.  I already was in love with the body.  Mikey had led me to believe that my Mr. Romantic of that day was Charlie.  He let Charlie take credit for the sweetness I have come to know as My Mikey’s.  Back then, though, I didn’t know that, and I didn’t really LIKE Mikey as much from what I identified as Mikey.

Oh, how wrong I was.

I cringe to think that I called My Key so many vile names and said such awful things about him.  How could I have known that I would fall completely head over heels in love with this man?  I saw something beautiful inside of him; I just never thought I could reach it…..I’m glad I was wrong!!!!!!!

Now, I offer up another prayer.

Lord, please let all go well with my baby and his doctors today.  Let them tell him that he is making progress, and that he can come home to me.  This is his home, God.  This is his home, and he is welcome here with an open heart, an open mind, and open arms.  Bless My Mikey, dear Lord, and let him come to know how I love him, please.

In Jesus’ name I pray.  Amen.

My Mikey, I love you forever times pi cubed plus one,

Your Jack