7:52am – What a morning!

PROVE IT, HERMY……

Lately, Lola and Hank and Betty have been going to war with each other.  Usually, it’s H and B versus L, but sometimes it’s every “man” for himself.  Lola is ready to bolt again.  I know this, because she’s told me.  It wouldn’t help things; in fact, it would hurt things greatly.  I don’t know what we can do about the constant stress level, but there must be some solution.

I am concerned for Lola and Malcolm.  Unfortunately, with me, concern often comes out in a hostile way, if there is resistance to what I’m expressing.  With Lola, there’s resistance, so hostility freely flows.  Goddamn, I’m fucked up.  But I’m not the only one, now am I?

Anyway…..

I’m going to try to stop harping on Lola’s bad points.  From past experience, I should know that it is not a good idea. 

I think part of the reason for all the fighting is that she and “Mikey”, be it Mikey, Hank, or whomever, are not used to living with each other yet.  Maybe it’s that simple.  God, I pray it is.

Now, on with the day.   Hopefully it will be a good one!

Mikey, Hank, and party of 40, I love you,

Smiles,

Barbara Jean