7:37am – Early riser

PROVE IT, HERMY……

In my dream, I was talking to My Mikey on the phone again when I woke up.  I love having those dreams where we’re talking.  What woke me up was the sound of someone knocking on the door, but I guess it was in my dream, because no one is here.  This is the first time in a while that I have awakened on my own, with plenty of rest, it feels like.

I am full of remorse about something that happened last night.  My Mikey  was very patient with me, which no one else would have been, and yet he put up with Louis and Betty throwing temper tantrums last night.  Louis felt like Mikey was lying to me, and he actually got angry this time.  He decided he was going to tell Mikey about it, which I didn’t want him to do, but I couldn’t push past him this time to get to My Mikey.  Children can be quite strong when they’re angry.

He didn’t want the resentment to build up towards Mikey and Hank (those two in particular) any more than it did last night.  Louis was thinking My Mikey is stringing me along.  My Mikey kept saying over and over again yesterday that he is coming home on/after the first.  Well, there had been an idea that his roomie Chris (Chrissy, we call him) was going to help him buy a ticket for just after Christmas.  That is why Louis got angry to begin with.  My Mikey seemed pretty blase’ about the whole issue, and it hurt us.  Winds up that Chrissy gave him some money, but Manny (Chrissy’s boyfriend) found out and threw such a fit that My Mikey gave it back.  He didn’t want to tell me because he was afraid I’d be ashamed of him.

ASHAMED OF HIM?!!!!!  NO WAY!!!!!!!

My Mikey is always the selfless one.  He does good things for everyone.  Sometimes, he doesn’t seem to realize that if he puts himself last, he’s putting ME last, too, but that will dawn on him in time.  I am NOT ashamed of My Mikey, and I never will be.

Come home, baby.  Come home, k?

My Mikey, I love you forever times PI cubed plus one, and I apologize once again, baby,

Your Jack