6am and nauseous – but okay, somehow

It is early. I feel oogy. I want my Mommy. But still, I will be ok.

Just finished listening to Skeeter Davis. Her voice helps soothe me. My Mikey is still asleep. Of course he is! Duh, I’m a bozo!

Dee paid us $20 more last night, for the work I’ve been doing on his computers. We have repaired 3 and counting. He said he’d pay me more today. I’m not about to argue with it. I mean, I’m glad to have the work to distract me, and I’m not run by money, but – hello – we’re broke, and the money helps!!!!

Tiffany called last night. They gave her her (deactivated) cell phone back. If we can pay the bill – no, let me rephrase that – WHEN we pay the bill after payday, she can call us every day again. As she put it, she can harrass us. If that’s harrassment, bring it on, baby! We LOVE hearing from our girl!!!!!!

She told some guy that he had better stop being an asshole or her Daddy would kick his ass. I thought that was funny, and I was very pleased with it. I AM her father, as far as all of us are concerned. That feels really good. Being accepted by the children is a very important thing. I just wish Elisabeast…I mean beth…would see us both a little differently. I just hope she knows Mommy and Daddy love her just as much as ever.

I am looking forward to bringing Lola here during our weekend, whenever that actually begins. It’s nice to have friends around, and we definitely do NOT have enough of that. Dee is starting to feel like more of a friend. That’s good, because at first he kind of annoyed me. Harpo will be too busy for us to visit when we go to get Lola. Shame on him!!!!! LOL I never mind going to see him, because, as I’ve stated, he’s one of the REAL friends we have. We are blessed to have real, tried-and-true friends. Connie, Amie, Lola, Catherine, Harpo, Jenn, and even Stacy, in a way. These people are real friends. Stacy and I have been friends for nearly 23 years. We’ve seen our ups and downs…..boy, have we EVER!!!! What has always been the case, though, is that we’ve still stood by each other, in the long run.

Thank You be to God for all He has given us. I am so blessed, and I know it. Thank You for loving me as much as You do, Lord.

My Mikey, I love you forever times PI cubed plus one,

Your Jack