6:37pm – Blue

PROVE IT, HERMY……

I can’t prove it, I guess.

Mikey and I had a quiet disagreement a while ago.  Right now, Brie needs the phone, so we’re not talking to each other this minute.  The disagreement was about dancing.

Mikey fails to see why I would have a problem if he danced with just anyone in a club.  I am, by nature, a very jealous person, I guess.  I never THOUGHT I was, but the time with Mikey has shown me I am.

If we were to go to a club, which would be unlikely, because I can’t even tolerate public places right now, I would see tons of people asking the man I LOVE to dance with them.  That would drive me crazy.  Then, on top of that, those who knew we were a couple would come up and work on my insecurities, if he were dancing with another man, and they’d work me into a jealous rage.  I already know it.  In that case, there is no telling what would happen.  I am not, after all, known for my common sense reactions.

How would he feel if someone came up and asked ME to dance?  I bet you anything he’d go into his own little rage.  He has already said he’ll fight any woman off me who wants me, so imagine if it were a MAN!!!!  So what’s good for the goose isn’t good for the gander?

I guess to do the best thing for him, I should just curl up into a ball and let Betty and Hank take over.  I’m an unreasonable asshole, and all I do is upset him, so there is no sense in being around.

I’m sorry, My Mikey,

I love you,

Your Jack