3:00am on the dot – fake time, of course

At 2:59, Mikey and I hung up from our niters talk. I kissed my baby all around his beautiful face and we said “I love you” and he went to sleep.

I feel so blessed. What have I done to entitle me to have this wonderful, beautiful family? It is so good when God smiles on me!

Stevie and I found a new means to communicate. He opened a diary, which I will not reveal on here, out of respect for my son’s privacy. In his first entry, he made reference to Mikey being “the prettiest man I’ve ever seen”, which was really sweet and made my heart melt.

I also renamed the other diary I have on here. It is set to only favorites, which the only favorites on the list are Mikey and Stevie. I don’t mean that to offend anyone, but there are very sensitive issues likely to be discussed one on one between my beautiful boy and me, and I have got to keep the lines of communication completely and directly open between us. Family first.

Everyone, I just want to say that I am the luckiest man alive! I asked Peter to marry me today (calme te, Mikey Baby), and he said yes!!!! Now, I truly feel that the whole body is in league with this one. I have been feeling like maybe Peter was only coming along because everyone else decided to come home. Now, I know he wants to come home, too. WOO HOO!

The Inner Queen (Mikey) and I spend such lovely times together. I treasure every second of time he allows me. Yes, Mikey, you give it to me. It is a gift each time we talk, and I will never forget that! Seven months of married life and still going strong, you know? Yes, you do know, baby. I know you do.

I love each and every person within the body of my husband. Thank you for the gift of love, baby!

Mikey, Stevie, and PeterLove, I am holding you close all night long. All LIFE long! Have a sweet night, baby. You are the key to happiness for your Hermy.

I love you forever times pi cubed plus one,

Hermy

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July 16, 2004

you are entitled to do what you want, how you do it and when you do it. you shouldn’t be obliged to satisfy anyone but yourself and your loved ones. was that you first proposal? it was good to hear about it.