12:22pm – not feeling so good

Mikey is going to get us something to eat.  I don’t feel good.  My stupid blood sugar keeps bouncing back and forth between high and low, and I don’t know what to do about it because we are out of everything all at once.

Mary Helen might get mad because we are using some of the gas money to get either to Austin or Corsicana on food, but we can’t help it because our food stamps haven’t come in yet and neither of us has any money.

Gotta stop saying I hope I die, even though some of me still wants to.

L

 

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October 2, 2005

RYN: how do you go about being diagnosed. There are no mental health specialists here. They only have a mental hospital. Would I just have to ask my GP? Thank you, -B