Boy Meets Girl

There’s nothing to say except that the rumours about that threesome and the polyamorous relationship that the person I’ve had feelings for are true. Though it was with someone we all know. I was also told, that because of how close we are, that I should be the last person to know about it. Someone told me the day after she and I actually had a discussion on the topic because of someone I met and had sexual relations with. My friend told me while he was getting high. My other friend confirmed it. It’s not like I can actually do anything. She doesn’t know I know. I don’t think anything would come from it if she knew I know. But, from the conversation we had months ago, she wasn’t okay with it. And, from the conversation the other day, she is. I don’t know if she really is. All I know is if he does ever hurt her, then I don’t know what I’d do. Though, I suppose it’s not really any of my business.

My friend compared the entire thing to a Shakespeare play. We’re in either Act II or Act III. But then, that means this is a tragedy, and someone dies in the end. My friend also compared it to Gatsby. Again, someone dies in the end. I also told them that if this is a Shakespeare play, then that means there has to be a duel in the end.

There’s also things happening in the improv group. A few group members are tired of one person, and they want her out. Apparently she hasn’t gotten any better performance-wise, and she’s a big emotional drain on the group. She also had a threesome with the girl I’ve had feelings for. I told them it’s a bad idea, that I’ve been here before with my sketch troupe. Once those flood gates open, there’s no going back. It’s endless possibilities, and anyone could be out on the ass. It’s becoming clique versus clique. And it needs to stop. I wasn’t allowed to perform in the show on Friday because of the "meeting" that happened that day. Apparently, a group got together, not really informing everyone, and they changed half the games we play. So only the people at the meeting were allowed to play. 

My friend’s father also showed up to the show. His mother and his father are splitting, not amicably. So, his father showed, and after he saw that we weren’t in the show, he gathered his son, my other friend, and myself, along with his new fiancee or whatever, and took all of us to some fancy restaurant in SoHo to impress us. It is apparent that too many white people in one area is truly a bad thing. Especially when it comes to people who look like they’ve stepped right out of Jersey Shore.

I mainly stayed with my one friend in his dorm. But my other friend, with his parents splitting, let me chill at his mom’s house for most of the week. I met a girl there. She was staying the week due to family problems. She was sitting at the kitchen table when I first met her. She was talking to a bunch of people. Our eyes locked, we smiled, and then I went upstairs to hang out while my two friends did pot. Then, a couple of days of hanging around the place and her, we began to talk. Friday night, we ended up walking the dog around the block several times for over an hour to just talk about personal things like our sex lives and how vapid people are and how we’re practically the same, in a way, and in a matter of speaking. She’s introverted, quiet, smart as hell, and very cute. She also got me away for a while from all the drama that was happening during the week. She kept me less energy drained than I would have. And then I left, with her number. And we’ve been texting, but I don’t know when I’m going to see her next. And I also found out she might be getting a job at Yellowstone. And if that doesn’t pan out, then she wants to move to Ashville. I’ve heard it’s nice. But I’m not sure if it’s worth pursuing if she’s going to be leaving, but I’ve never been so open and forth with a person I barely know. It was a nice feeling. Something I hadn’t felt in a while.

I’ve also found out that I’m running out of prepaid to pay off my classes with. So now I’m in worry/anxiety mode with that. 

I don’t know what the hell is going on.