My Teeths Hurt

I have the worst toothache ever. Im soo tired cause i was up all last night just feeling like i wanted to die cause the pain was unberable. Then i started throwing up cause I think that i took to many panadol. Ohh i just had the worst fucken night ever. Id prefer to go through labor then have toothache seriously. I rang around all the dentist today an they are all booked out. None of them seemed to really care that i was in agony. Its eased off now thank god. Im to scared to eat anything incase it flares up again.

Im so unhealthy its not funny. I really need to quit smoking. If i dont have toothache its something else like i have a cold, or a headache or back ache or something. I keep getting these boils on my legs soo grose an painful. Errr blah. Im soo tired an lazy all the time. Its most likely cause all i do is sit on my fat arse all day eating Junk an yea i do absolutly nothing else. No excersise or nothing. Anyways i need to get my life together.

Anyways. Novalee starts swimming lessons on friday. How cute lol. Mum said she will pay for it soo yea why not lol. Umm yea not much else is new. Alison rang me last night to see how my first night on my own went. That was sweet of her. She didnt mention Kris an neither did i. Wish was good cause i really dont want to think about him right now. Last night i was so scared cause the dogs kept barking an then these guys in a Ute pulled up out the front an were talking an im so paranoid i thought i heard Kris voice lol. Im such an idiot.

Anyways im going to do a pic request soo tell me what you want to see an ill show. Anything an everything.

Thats all for now.

Bekky xox