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Its still not working, so it looks like im going to have to just do the link thing!! I dont like doing it like that lol. Anyway todays weather is pretty shitty, rainy an cold. One of them days where u just want to watch movies lol i dont have any to watch tho.

Novalee is doing good. Growing growing growing.  Sokara (Kris SIS) gave me a walker on sunday for Novalee. I was going to go and buy one last week but Sokara offerd me hers so i thought why not ill say myself over a $100. Novalee has a ball in it, she can only cruise backwards tho. It so cute she cruising all over the house try to get into everything an touch everything lol. She looks so funny in it cause she is so tiny , i think she might be really short when she gets older well she already is lol she has the tinest little legs , soo beautiful. I love her soo much!!

Kris turned up on Sunday as high as a kite tho. I just feel like knocking him out when he does that well pretty much all the time even when he isnt high. But i have told him time after time that i dont want him around Novalee when he is high. He must think im dumb or something an cant tell when he is high an he isnt. DICK!! He has lost his job again, good on him. He will never be anything there is no hope for him, he never has a job for more then a month. That his problem tho. Anyway i was on the phone to Harry an my packet of smokes were on the BBQ next to me , Kris walked over an took 5 ciggys out of my packet. I went off my head at him. Im not supporting his habbit for him. He doesnt give me a cent, there is no way in hell that im supporting his stupid habbit. ARRRGGH LOSER!!!

When i was around at his sisters, i left Novalee there an went and got dinner with his mum. Kris hadnt turned up until after we ate dinner. Anyway in the car on the way home, Ann (kris mum) was saying how proud she was of me an that ive been doing such a good job. Aww nearly made me cry. She was saying that im only really young an that im on my own an im doing everything right an yea im just doing a really good job. It was nice to hear it. My grandma always says stuff to me like that , i just dont expect to hear it from Kris family so its nice when they compliment me.

So yea i dont know if i mentioned that i went an seen a physic a few weeks ago. Well anyway he told me that i would get married in about 5 years, so when im about 24- 25. He also told me that there is a little boy waiting to come to earth within the next year or two, and that i have to avoid being a single mum again. Not going to happen. He said that i would marry a cop or something along them lines of work, um yea he told me a heap of other things i dont really want to get into them. Anyway my mum went an seen him yesterday an he said the same things to her about me as he did to me. Scary.

Anyway i had this really long story to tell about this girl i know (well she was a friend) but yea im not to sure if i really want to hang around someone like that. I give up on people all together!!! Ok hears the story……Shes 18 and has a 7 month old baby. She was with this guy for a few years an they broke up cause he was being a total arse. Anyway she fell pregnant to some other guy they werent together or anything. She had the baby down south where she lived with her mum, when the baby was born he was very iil he had a collapsed lung, so he spent abit of time in speacial care. Like 3 weeks after he was born, his mother came up here an left him down there in the hospital but her mum kept an eye on him ( something that i would never ever do). She was up here for over a month, got back together with the guy that treated her like total crap. 

Decided she wanted to move up here an be with him. So she went back down an got the baby an moved up here.  They were up here about 2 weeks an she couldnt handle looking after the baby so she put him on a plane by himself i might add an sent him back down to her mum for nearly 2 month. She went back an got him again an bought him back up here an they were fine for nearly a month. Last weekend, she went to get dinner with her bfs mum, the baby was asleep an the bf was looking after him. Anyway when they got back the house was empty except  the baby was asleep in the room by himself everyone had went out an left him the by himself. Who knows what could of happend to him if something happend. Atfer that i would never leave him with the bf ever again. But she didnt learn. The next night we went to the movies an she got the bf to babysit again, anyway he was calling my phone alnight an telling me to tell her that she had to keep any dockets an her movie ticket so he knew where she was. He also checked the movie times rang up an abused her cause she got the times mixed up. He also rang my mum an asked if she was with me.

But he got over all his crap when he figured she was lying to him about anything. She gets on my nerves because she dumps this little baby off at who evers whenever she wants like she never ever has him with her. He needs his mum. I would never think off doing that with Novalee. On Saturday night she went out to the clubs with another mate of mine. Her bf babysat. He kept calling her an she wouldnt answer. When she got home at 4 am she found all her things an the baby sitting on the front lawn. Poor little darling. Makes me want to cry. I just feel like i have to do something, like call child services or something.Its both there faults i feel like why would you leave him with the bf after he left him in the house alone a week before. I would never leave him with him again. This guy is a physco like as bad as Kris is !! Or worse not that it gets much worse, but thats not the point. He could of hurt this little boy if he was angry enough. Oh yea i also forgot to mention she is 13 weeks pregnant to this guy aswell. She cant even look after one baby how is she going to look after to. I dont want to sound judgemental or anything but there is no need for her to go out every night an dump him off with someone. I just dont agree with it at all.

Anyway i should go an feed this kid ill edit this later when im done feeding her,