Finally some pics

It is so hot!!! I cant beleive how hot it is already an its only the beginning of october, yukky!! Summer isnt going to be fun at all, im deff not looking foward to it.

Ive been really sick latly. I went to the doctor on friday cause ive been getting really bad migranes. The doctor just thinks its from stress or something. Then ive had the flu. Not fun. Novalee has been sick with the flu aswell. Poor darling. Last night she went to bed an slept for an hour then she woke up screaming. Nothing i did stopped her screaming. So after like 3 hours she finally went to sleep in my arms when i went to put her down she started screaming again. I ended sleeping with her in my arms all night. I felt soo bad for her i just wish i could make it all go away. It scared me cause she never crys like that ever.

Im so angry at my brother. He took my bank card an stole $200 an lost it. You trust your own family but obviously i cant. This is the 2nd time in 5 months that he has done this. It hasnt been little amounts of money either!! Arggh its not just my money either its Novalee’s i need to buy nappies an cant because i have no money or no card, so im going to have to borrow money off mum until i can go to the bank an i dont know when that will be cause the bank is like half hour drive from my place i dont have a lience or a car. DICKHEAD!!!! I rang the bank today and got the card cancelled, but its going to take them 7 working days to send a new one. I could kill him the little shit.

Novalee seen kris last night. I was feeding her solids an he insisted on doing it. I told him she would eat all of it but he only gave her half of it an threw the rest in the bin. I said to him like 10 times she will eat all of it. Arrgggh i dont know why that anoys me so much just does. What a waste of food. She would of ate all of it you just have to be a little patient with her. He is such a fuck!! He anoys me so much when it comes to feeding her a bottle even. He will be holding her when she is screaming an shoves the bottle in her mouth an wonders why she wont suck it. Well she isnt going to suck it when she is choking on it is she. Then sometimes he just rubs it on her lips an says she doesnt want it. How is he suppose to know that when she hasnt got a chance to see if she wants it or not ?? Seriously. Im glad i dont live with him, or novalee would be one skinny baby.

Anyway i dont have much else to write about so here is a few pics 🙂